Last nite, I went to my favorite restaurant here on the beach called Beaches, I am always posting pictures of the sun setting from there. And just about every other day, I go swing on the pier next door to the restaurant. There was a musician last night who started at 6 pm. He calls himself the black hummingbird. He sings slow but upbeat songs.  He has a lionel richie jamican flair.  :)  anyway, this is the message I sent to him this morning. I danced mostly by myself as the sunset on the outdoor patio by the musician and it made me happy. It was my gift to myself, my gift to john because I know John wants me to dance.

Derryck,
This is the girl in the black tank and jeans that danced for hours last nite at beaches.  I wanted to tell you my story.  Yesterday, was a year from the day I told my husband YES, the day he gave me a ring and proposed.  He died 7 months ago, only 2 months after we got married. It was a complete surprise. He went into hospital on a Mondayand he died the following Monday with cancer all in his body, we didnt know.  He was diagnosed and died within the hour.  We got married on vilano beach and loved going to Beaches.  I decided to dance for him and smile for him on our one year anniversary of getting engaged instead of staying home in bed. I did all my crying all week long and ended it with dancing.  I didnt get drunk yesterday.  I danced with my heart not alcohol.  I hope he was watching because we loved to dance.  This is also why I asked you to play Bob Marley's  three little birds, so someone could sing to me that "its gonna be alright, dont worry about a thing" 
thank you for helping me out with my wish to dance for John, my angel in heaven.
daisy kretas